if you ever want to feel incredibly blessed, arrange everything so that you have the house to yourself.. it is, of course, if you have roommates or living with a (your) family and if you just miss being alone and spending time by yourself..think about it. you are going to watch TV, write, read, study, drink, play, eat, etc. whatever it is that you feel like doing. but no, keep in mind that this is not to complain about the people and things that occupy my mind, time, and energy. this is all about me or you, for that matter.
how should i put it? it is this great sense of relief where you have zero responsibilities but at the same time know that they will be back shortly. it is a strange addiction...wanting to be by yourself. ..like diving into the numbingly cold water and not entirely feeling your legs. it is that refreshing and awakening feeling that reminds you where you are, who you are, and within all this busy-ness you are alone in the end. and when your loved ones come back, you not only appreciate them more, but feel more at peace with yourself. it is like fixing the scale and keeping the balance..like self-initiated homeostasis...
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